2:30pm,
dady masuk bilik i
and said that,
go n get the phone
mama on call.
i yg tgh online ni blurr jp.
then i pegy pick my house phone.
hello mama...
mama tanye how r u?
da makan?
i answ,not yet.
then mama tanye taknak mkn ke?
go n take your meal laaa.
i answ,later i will.
then mama pesan,
dear,you jgn give up la.
dady and mama da discuss las nite.
we all accept it,even upset sikit.
but,its okay.
we all kasi u 2nd chance,
prove it that u can.
mama kenal anak mama.
we all tak pernah stop mintak dgn Allah
berikan kejayaan for you
and your brothers.
...........................
and,
air mate i kluar.
mama pesan lagi,
take it as pengajaran la.
after dis,change all
things yg negative.
setelkan semua pasal nk register
balik ni.
wake up again dear!
then i da speechless,
i just bole answ,i will.
mama pesan lg,
jgn lupe makan.
bye,aslmkm.
ok dah,
i masuk bilik n im crying.
dad,mom
kenape kt dunia ni still ade
org macam both of u?
i dont know what
is fucking wrong with me.
but,please,both of u,
dun leave me.
Ya Allah,
besar sungguh dugaan Mu ini.
kuatkanlah hati hambaMu ini Ya Allah....